I mean, I always feel like a freak, because I’m never able to move on like… this! You know. People just have an affair, or even entire relationships… they break up and they forget! They move on like they would have changed brand of cereals! I feel I was never able to forget anyone I’ve been with. Because each person have… their own, specific qualities. You can never replace anyone. What is lost is lost. Each relationship, when it ends, really damages me. I never fully recover. That’s why I’m very careful with getting involved, because… It hurts too much! Even getting laid! I actually don’t do that… I will miss on the other person the most mundane things. Like I’m obsessed with little things. Maybe I’m crazy, but… when I was a little girl, my mom told me that I was always late to school. One day she followed me to see why. I was looking at chestnuts falling from the trees, rolling on the sidewalk, or… ants crossing the road, the way a leaf casts a shadow on a tree trunk… Little things. I think it’s the same with people. I see in them little details, so specific to each of them, that move me, and that I miss, and… will always miss. You can never replace anyone, because everyone is made of such beautiful specific details.
Decided to mix it up a little bit with a video recording. This one was written back in March of 2012, so it’s almost two full years old.
Anyway, without further ado: here is my awkward face for your entertainment as you listen.
I love yoooou
Dark chocolate, green tea & a chick flick
I do love you
Lol keepall? Depends on where you’re going or what sort of traveller you are. Everyone packs different needs when travelling. It’s certainly my everyday bag, though. Haven’t used any bag more than it.
Obviously mutual feelings. Understanding, openness and comfortability in all aspects
If yah don’t know or can’t figure, you don’t deserve to be here hahahaha
Sinking into normality